Babyless.

Am I mad? No. Am I disappointed? A little. Am I uncomfortable? YES! When will this baby come out? I've passed the "original" due date, and on to the second one. I don't think he's ever coming out. According to all of the appropriate dates, that are used to determine your baby's due date, I should have been due on November 26th. That was 10 whole days ago. But, when I first found out I was pregnant, and had my first ultrasound, they originally suspected twins. They heard two heartbeats and everything. And then the ultrasound wasn't clear, they thought they saw two...but it was still too early. The next month, they found only one baby and one heartbeat, but there was scar tissue {I think that's what they referred to it as.} which was probably from another baby that was there. Hence, why my baby was probably smaller than your average fetus...there could have been two of them fighting in there. So when the doctor told me that my baby was only 5 weeks along, I just laughed at him. I had been sick so about 4 weeks longer than that. I couldn't only be 5 weeks. I had a belly already. You could tell I was pregnant. But, the new doctors I've been going to since August, don't listen, either. They still go by the December 9 due date, and may possibly go by the December 16 due date that the doctors in Palmdale recorded. The Palmdale doctors just BARELY faxed over my records last Friday. They are really on the ball, aren't they? Sorry...I'm really just ranting, but I'm ready to have this baby. If my due date were the 26th of November, couldn't there be harm to my baby letting him stay in there longer than 10 days? I don't think I can go into labor on my own. I didn't with Noah, and when I went in to be induced with Macie two weeks early, I was dilated to a 4, but not contracting at all. I don't think my body will go into labor itself. Is that possible? That waiting game just isn't fun anymore. Every night before I go to bed I get everything ready, just in case. I lay out the kids clothes, make sure there are enough diapers in the bag for Macie, double check my bag...but to no avail. I'm still at home, with no baby. I have, however, been able to do a lot of things I probably wouldn't have been able to do with a baby, so that's been good. But ya know what? I'm done. Get him out. I think I'll go on a few 5 mile walks today! Maybe that'll get things going! I'm going to go on a blog strike until the baby is born...no more posts until I can post a baby picture! Maybe that will work! Now, to buy the castor oil...