Friday, June 15, 2012

Papa

Two years ago we said goodbye to Papa. It was a hard day. It's been a hard two years. He is missed everyday. There still is not a day that goes by without mention of him. Noah and Macie have been very good about showing Avila pictures of Papa. They want her to know who he was too. It's very sweet. They have great memories of him. I'm grateful for the time that we were all able to spend with him and the memories we were able to make. They will forever be engraved in our memory and hearts. 

Some days Macie will come to me in tears, telling me that she misses Papa. Little girl, we all do. He was a great man. I look forward to the day that we will all be reunited again! What a day that will be! The gospel and knowledge we have is so great! Families can be forever!

We love you, Papa.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

we've moved.

In July 2008 we moved to Santa Maria. We knew it would only be temporary, like all of our other moves. It was inevitable. We planned on moving. What we didn't plan on is building friendships with so many people and truly loving the area we lived. That was unexpected. And sadly, because of that, it was so hard to leave our little oasis we had made for ourselves. I had talked myself into staying longer, really.

Back up a bit...we didn't have an actual move date for the longest time. It was always just up in the air, but never set in stone. That bugged the heck out of me. I like to have a date and start planning for that date. I didn't know if we would even be enrolling either one of our kids in school in Santa Maria. Noah is in first grade now. That is how up in the air the move date was. We have been on the verge of moving for a few years now. We sort of put everything off just until we knew more. Bad choice. All of the sudden everything started moving along. The talk of moving was more and more. Finally, everything was falling into place to move. In January, a few coworkers made the move to San Diego. We thought we should start looking, but didn't know when we'd move. In February, Adam got "the call". The one we had been waiting years for. His expected start date was to be March 1st. It was February...March is the next month. What?! Had we not had school kids it wouldn't have been a big deal. We thought about Adam leaving and me staying behind to finish out the school year, but we decided to all just go as a family. Noah and Macie are young enough that it wouldn't matter too much!

After a few ER visits and a hospital stay for Adam {more on that later...}, we finally moved. We had movers. It was nice...and it wasn't. We left Santa Maria and headed to Escondido. We left our nice 2500 square foot home with a yard and no attached walls, to a townhome with no yard, a swimming pool in our "front yard", and two attached walls...and only 1500 square feet.

But, it's beautiful. We loved Santa Maria and thought it was lovely. And then we came here. Oh my heck...gorgeous. Everywhere, really. There is even a huge temple just 20 minutes away! No more 3 hour trek each way to get there!

We are slowly unpacking and getting a more normal routine of life. I don't know where camera cords are or have the time or patience to do much yet. But I am getting there. We are alive and well, and have good update intentions! Just you wait...

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Switched a birth?

Jacob just came in the house with a worm writhering around his finger. When I screamed, he said, "it doesn't hurt you mom. They're good, like spiders." I don't think he is my child.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Soap

Macie looked at the bar of soap in the hotel, kind of confused. I asked her again to wash her hands. And then she replied, "where does the soap come out?" Is it just us, or are bars of soap rarer these days?

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Does God Speak Today?

This question is generally answered (in most Christian circles) that He does not, that we have the Bible and with it, His job is done. But to say this authoritatively would require God to declare such, thus instantly squashing the idea. Another rationalized 'no' response (and this is my favorite) is justified by 'we live in such an age of enlightenment that He doesn't need to'. These beliefs are spurred on by Satan. I believe that as surely as there is a God who wishes to bring us into His presence, there is also a very real Devil who will do anything to prevent this from happening. However, I also feel the most sophisticated counter attack of these the last days, Satan's greatest surprise offensive has been the attempt not only to eliminate a belief in God, but to pursue the agenda for a non-belief charter of himself. For if man could attain a level of independence void of an adversarial influence in life, a non-belief of black and white opposition to that which is good, such in his estimation is a great achievement. Removing God, His holy Prophets, and the Devil himself out of man's equation for happiness and peace will surely prove societies downfall.

Subscribing with the notion that all major religions are inspired to a degree (with few exceptions), I feel that Buddhists for instance, will lead one closer to God if their practices are applied in life. I also feel that over time, religions have come through the ages from the same tree (no pun intended Adam and Eve) and that things have gotten corrupted over time as we have lost direct contact to our one true God, making my  question above "does God speak today?" even more relevant. From the original teachings of the perfect and matchless Christ and His eventual sufferings and death for our sins, we might also find cultures sacrificing virgins for some appeasement to their Gods, a little skewed from the original but these two were once the same. Aside from this, I'm grateful for the spiritually born witness that God is not the author of confusion and that there truly is just one faith, one Lord and one Baptism. Now pause and ponder that if in todays world this were true, if a single people were chosen to represent His word, declaring that which truly saves and not just ethical, feel good teachings, would this not cause such a people much to answer before the Pontius Pilates of the fashionable religious elite?

What ways might we also show are evidence of divine communication today? Have we not seen an increase in earthquakes, floods, tsunami's, wars, rumors of war, plagues, and like destructions, all showing the groaning of watchful Heavenly Parent? Not least of these signs of the times is the moral decay of society, increasing daily at a steady rate in which the cannon from the true God of nature answers back with thunderous might. I'll say here that when something so formidable as a vote to draw a line on sin should see its overthrow in the court system really doesn't come as surprise at this time. I'd also like to add that some churches' teachings counterintuitively excuse personal responsibility towards righteousness, granting an instant salvation through lip service, thus forcing a truly unethical buzz phrase from its adherents judgmentally declaring the hypocrite for 'not loving his neighbor'. To this I simply say that sometimes loving your brother means giving the tough love necessary to help one in need of correction, always trying to justly love the sinner but not the sin. Uncomfortable as it might be (for the giver as well as the recipient), stopping short of this may constitute the enabling position many that have friends with addictions experience themselves. Churches shying away from teaching repentance unknowingly produce a people of weak faith.

Aside from the calamities and false teachings that plague the day, let's reason on a positive level that an added measure of the spirit as foretold in the prophecies of Joel, has increased and blessed our very existence in this winding up scene in earth's history. Is it a coincidence for example, that man has experienced a surprising technological flood of invention? In such a time it's easy to forget the God who makes all this possible, preventing one to ask why are we so blessed over our ancestors? Well, greater than our iPads, greater than our evolving forms of transportation, and even greater than modern medicine was the appearing of the Father and the Son to a young Joseph Smith in 1820, a start to what would become the declaring of the fulness of the Gospel, the restoring the priesthood to the earth, and showing that in the final hours, He is the same yesterday, today, and forever. As our spirit Father, He loves us and continues to show us how to find actual peace, even in today's turbulent world. I invite all to find comfort in this as I have, join with me as I strive to live up to (imperfectly) everyday the great blessings which are ours for the taking. In a day with as many interpretations as readers of the Bible, the reality is that it's everyone's right (and obligation) to find a personal relationship born through personal prayer to our Father, to follow the strait and narrow path. He loved us so much that He gave His son Jesus Christ to pay the penalty for our sins. This allows the escape from sin, not merely forgiveness therefrom, though inestimable they both are.

I invite all to read the Book of Mormon, if you don't have a copy, go online to mormon.org and request a free copy to be shipped to your home, don't wait around for a missionary to knock on your door (but let them in when they do, they're sacrificing the prime of their lives at their own expense to share with you these realities). Read from its pages and ponder if the message is not from God. What do you have to lose? It's your journey, no one elses. Critics may attempt to rehash the same explanations for it being anything but divine although these do and will always fail because it is Gods word. Walking by faith remains the order of the day and such is supported on prayer. Might we reason that archeological evidence may only go so far in supporting our faith with even the Bible, for though we may think to have found a general whereabouts to a once parted Red Sea, we are left without a spiritual witness that such happened, without scripture and especially without the Holy Ghost. As an experiment, read a chapter in the Book of Mormon such as 2 Nephi 9 and ask "could anything come from any other source but God?" I promise that the Holy Ghost will witness to your soul that these things are true in unmistakable fashion.

Through like faith we may also know that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God, chosen to restore that which had been lost due to a loss of priesthood authority. In like manner, if Joseph was a prophet we may know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints represents the kingdom of God on earth today. We may know that Isaiah's prophesied "marvelous work and wonder" from Isaiah 29 has commenced, alongside the final gathering of Israel. The only thing negative an honest man is left wondering is "what if this is this all too good to be true"? Well let me ask, is there anything God couldn't do? Why wouldn't He declare Himself to this generation? And why wouldn't God use prophets again? It would be pretty convenient for the sinner to hide behind a book that, over years and years of translations, has many discrepancies itself. No wonder it is foretold that there will be many hiding in caves at His return. Well too much has been given which is beyond the scope of these immediate thoughts, at some point I must end this paper. There is no other religion that produces more ample evidence that He lives, and that His bounteous love is available for all if we would but reach out and embrace Him. As John the Baptist came at a time to prepare a wayward people for Christ's mortal ministry, so too Gods ways, higher than our own, repeats the pattern and provides a means to be ready for the bridegroom when He shall come a second time. I close this in His sacred name, Jesus Christ, amen.

-Adam Christensen

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

her new trick


And we have a sitter! Avila has been sitting in her Bumbo for a while now...I guess since Christmas, and one day, without really thinking, I set her down without the Bumbo. Low and behold, she just sat there. For a long time. And on her 5 month birthday! Go Avila! She loves to be able to sit up. She still is kind of wobbly, but she uses her arms for balance, and usually doesn't fall over...unless there is a toy nearby, she falls over to try to get it. It's sad she's getting so big. As my fourth child, I know what comes next.



just kidding. (kinda...)
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Be Mine.


Happy Valentines Day!
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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

5 months.

Avila is FIVE months old. Seriously? Having four kids makes time go by so much faster! I swear she was just born! Avila is such a fun girl. She rarely cries or fusses. {Mostly when Adam is holding her, really!} She is a lot more distracted while eating than Macie and Jacob were. Which, probably explains why she isn't as huge as they were! She's more like Noah was. She is a very busy girl, already. On her actual 5 month birthday, I sat her up and let go, and she sat there for a long time. I don't think she even fell over, I just picked her up after a while. She has very good balance! At her last Dr. appointment she was in the 75th percentile for weight. When he said that I was like, wait, what? My child is actually on a chart? It was a little strange to me! She's our little runt child, but still a big girl! We love Miss Avila! She has started to put anything and everything within her reach into her mouth. She has eaten a few papers, and tries to eat everything else! Her gums are usually swollen, a little tooth will start to poke through, but then go back down. It's a little frustrating. But, she's pretty good through it all. She cried for the first time at church this past Sunday. Seriously, she doesn't cry much! She loves her brothers and sister. Macie makes her giggle the most, but everyone gets a great smile whenever she sees them! She is such a great baby and we love watching her. She's such a cuddle bug that I could hold her all day long. And I pretty much do. They are only little for a while, and after a while, they don't want to be held at all. Why not take advantage of it??

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

the movie party.

For Noah's 7th birthday party, we decided to go with a movie theme. It was fun! Seven CRAZY boys, however, was pretty interesting, but it was fun! Adam brought the projector home from work and the boys {and one poor girl} watched Toy Story 3 on the wall in the front room. A friend has a popcorn maker, so we took full advantage of having a concession stand in our kitchen. We ate hot dogs, nachos, freshly popped popcorn, and plenty of movie candy. Goodness, the free range candy bar was not a good idea!


The boys didn't care much, but my favorite part was the red carpet they walked on as they were walking into our house. None of them really caught on. Oh well. I liked it anyway. The "popcorn" cupcakes were pretty great, too!

It was fun, but will I have another party with a bunch of little boys? I don't know. Maybe not! ;-)

Saturday, December 17, 2011

3 months

Has it really been 3 months?? Avila is seriously the best baby. Seriously. She smiles all of the time. Unlike Macie who had a permanent scowl on her face! She likes to be held, but lets me put her down a lot of the time to get things done, or to tend to the many spills and messes of her older siblings! She has giggled quite a few times and loves when Macie blows in her belly. She loves being up in the middle of everything and seeing what is going on. She is very curious already. I really can't get over how good she is! Poor girl has been sick for a while though. She's had this horrible cough and stuffy nose. She's had her first round of antibiotics and is slowly recovering. She currently weighs around 15 pounds, which is still smaller than her siblings, but she's still bigger than most! We can't get enough of this girl!